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I haven't told anyone on DA what my problems were, and here, I would say it. I've been diagnosed with split personality a few months back, after my condition made a turn for the worse, and I had to go through intense treatment to stabilize my own condition. At that time, I didn't even know who I am and what I am doing, it was absolutely terrifying for me, and my parents tried their best to help me alongside with this, cutting back on their travelling and work. I was getting so paranoid that I severed all contacts with my friends, staying only on the internet and in my own house. That means I couldn't take any photographs, and hence the lack of activity on deviantart. I nearly resorted to self-harm, but my opinions on the topic from before my breakdown kept me conscious and sane enough to not do so.
After weeks and weeks of treatment, I would say that the sane girl is back, and I am controlling my personality and emotions well enough. Whenever I'm agitated or something triggers my memories, I would just fall back into being abnormally quiet instead of raging a storm or something worse. My friends (both in real life and on the web), my family, and my doctors, thank you so much
December Featuring...
dEVIANTS Feature
Too long without a feature, so I've got to make up for it. Some of the greatest works that I've spotted this month, they're amazing. Some dEVIANTS that I want to feature would be:
:bulletorange:!Gosia (https://www.deviantart.com/gosia):bulletorange:
Some of her amazing works are:
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"Her works fascinate me because the colors are vibrant and the concepts are simple, yet interesting. The focus of every work is clear and in-your-face, very brilliant!"
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Some of her amazing works are:
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"Her works are so mesmerizing, th
Like a rainbow across the sky...
This is the first time that I've visited DA in two weeks' time, and I felt so overwhelmed. It's as though I've stepped out of a very long dream, stepped away from the thick haze that has surrounded me for the past two months. God, this sounds like some emo-i'm-screwed-up-more-than-you-think kind of talk, but I assure you, it isn't. I just needed to clear my head over some things, because trust me, the end of this year is going hard on me. I said goodbye to 1 dear friend, 2 dear cousins, and my dear class full of my sisters.
It doesn't make sense that time has passed so fast, and I reflected. I reflected on how I spent every day of the past t
Cos it doesn't make sense 1
I am really a silly girl, always thinking about things that I shouldn't be thinking about. The year-end-examinations are almost over, in fact, less than 24 hours more and I'll be free. Free from what? Examinations? I'm pretty sure that's not it. We still have more examinations to come, be it in school, or after joining a workforce, or in life, until we die. No, we're not free, we never will be.
My stopwatch stopped exactly 29 minutes ago, and it had been recording the duration of time I spent staring at an entirely blank piece of paper. As white as pure nothingness, as white as white can ever be. Or perhaps, it's just an ordinary white piece
Feature - It's a wonderful world 2
Go see Feature 1 (http://news.deviantart.com/article/130468/) if you haven't!
All my features would be great artworks by deviants out there, so please take a look at their artworks and their galleries. There will be DDs, popular artworks, and also beautiful works that you might have missed!
ENJOY~~
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Stay strong sweetie - everyday is a new day and every smile is you being stronger than you think you are
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