Like a rainbow across the sky...

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This is the first time that I've visited DA in two weeks' time, and I felt so overwhelmed. It's as though I've stepped out of a very long dream, stepped away from the thick haze that has surrounded me for the past two months. God, this sounds like some emo-i'm-screwed-up-more-than-you-think kind of talk, but I assure you, it isn't. I just needed to clear my head over some things, because trust me, the end of this year is going hard on me. I said goodbye to 1 dear friend, 2 dear cousins, and my dear class full of my sisters.

It doesn't make sense that time has passed so fast, and I reflected. I reflected on how I spent every day of the past two years and I couldn't remember. For that stupid reason, I lost myself.

But I'm back, without coming up with the conclusion that I have left to search for. Now, I realized that I don't need it in the first place, so right now, I want to make up for lost time and memories.

Yesterday I visited the doctor who reprimanded me for crying too much. And I had, in a short span of 4 days. Small little things that reminded me of time spent with my class, with that 1 friend, with those 2 dear cousins just urged those waterworks to come back with full force.

But now, I think I can see the rainbow...

And I want to set out towards it...

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Hmm... I like your way of thinking and how much emotion I read in this... So I believe that everything will be okay in time.... Im still here in Arizona and I havent visited my family up north and I've been putting off visiting... And I regret doing that, thats why Im gonna go up north for the 4th of July... Not to make up for all those years but to make new memories. :)